PARTY TIME

WERE YOU AT OUR DYKE MARCH PARTY? PROBS NO!!

retractions

I just went back and saw my blog about the Bears Gone Wild. That was kind of harsh, coz Eric and Brent are super sweet and funny. My mood was just pissy. The pic is good, tho. So, the post stays. . . Pride was a haze. I never knew being a FAG meant you have to drink soooo much. Actually, fuck that, I know and love it!!! Up with GAY DRUNKS and the tricks that love them.

Really? Serious?

http://www.latimes.com/news/printedition/opinion/la-op-kaye4feb04,1,5839914.story?coll=la-news-comment

Your toe is open, dude.

I got me some nice cargo shorts from ol' naves, a nice vintage looking shirt (totally bomb) and some open toed Teva sandals.
FIERCE!

Why do you think you are NUTS?

This hurts me with its total awesome qualitites!

IN MY HEART

My amazing mother is going into surgery today. She has breast cancer and needs to get both boobies removed. She's a beautiful, loving person and it's so sad to watch her go through this. Please think positive thoughts about her so that energy can help her recover without more turmoil. The picture is us getting wasted and shooting guns at my parents' house.

once again

cesar photo

THERE'S A FIERCE PERM/MON COUSIN BELGE MINI TOUR IN AUGUST. HERE ARE OUR TWO HEROINES GOING AT IT DURING THE LAST HOUSE PARTY. HOW RAD IS THIS GOING TO BE?

Don't forget about this LADY

This is going to be the best party of the summer!!!

myspace.com/theladyparty

We love Lee's Face!!!

Look at our friend Lee behind the BEARS GONE WILD guys. I have no problem with BGW, except the total retarded aspect of their existence, which is the HOMOgenized part!

Lee is probably rocking Dior and Van Noten!

present this 'castrobear'

Castrobear? That sounds pretty fucking lame to me. After this spout of sour ontological heirarchy, the name represents most of what disgusts me in gayville. "Don't you know who I am?" CASTROBEAR!! LAZERS!!

Thanks to him, he 'tipped the scale' at the FatBar to the point of my termination. Good RIddance to bad blubber! I've never been so fed up with a work situation like I was there. Hoof n' Poof and Tweaky totally walked me into a better mind frame. I feel no resentment twords them, but I'll probably keep my distance. . . for a while. With my current monetary set-up, I'll be living for those Beer Busts in a couple of weeks .

Thinking back on those 2 years, I can honestly say I became a tougher more confident asshole, my skin's thickness augmented a few times over. Also, there were some people who touched me. . .

Yet, it wasn't a place for me. I just did not fit in at all (at times I actually wanted to). I'm different from the bears, I don't like Kylie or Clarkson, Dreamgirls or Brokeback. I like Crass and Wire, Liquid Sky and Rockers. This shouldn't be a hinderance in a bar-type social life, but I kind of perpetuated it. . . Eh, c'est la vie.

People should support that place, it's an institution and a legend. To a degree it celebrates a choice to be different from the mainstream, but it also celebrates the fattest people with the most vapid brains.